Magic in the Wind

anything Feehan is being read by me. the delicate giving of a heart torn to shreds is mended, mind, body and spirit♥️ I cry for all including the these big tough men who shows what love should be and how a woman should be revered. I've been married three times but none to that one man I've loved since I was 14yrs old. we had a brief beautiful time when I turned 17yrs. but unfortunately he wanted to build himself and he couldn't get it on the island. he married so he could be where opportunities lie. I married on the rebound to another. knocked me down every time someone looked at me he was so jealous and stupid. I left after 3yrs, almost killing him. He knew my heart was for that one man and I tried but Ron was still everything he was not. Ron and I got together when I turned 22. He knew I was divorced and he came to my place. I opened the door and there he stood, tall and so handsome. we stayed in my place for four glorious days. that was the last time. part of me still couldn't forgive him for leaving me at 17. he knew he was my everything. still I'm 62 now, married 3 times now yet we remained friends. he sees me now and then and both of us don't care how we feel about each other. we may have gone our separate lives(he's divorced now, I'm married now🙄) but we find those stolen moments then go our own way. I've loved my husbands, the first lasted 3yrs, the 2nd lasted 22yrs with 4kids and now 3 grands, the 3rd is now 15yrs. Ron is always in the background, too many things took presidence. a love so strong yet out of reach. maybe I should have waited until time corrected the mistake but I gave him freedom and moved on because I loved him, wanted everything for him. we both have so much regrets but just knowing what love is and knowing I'm still loved regardless, kept me beautiful. what we have is between us, we don't care about being judged, that will never matter. us is separate from them. it's that simple. we give our best to our family, but like magnet ever so often we run to each other then we return to our other lives. happy. I've written about our lives, but will never publish. I'll never hurt my family and the securities I've built around them. even my childrens father and I still remain friends with his wife too and we have a great life and meet together during the holidays and births and birthday days. two separate lives, never all quite fulfilled all the way but far far better than most so yeah, ived lived it and will die knowing I'm loved by so many.

The story was well put together not so cryptic but not all-out there either the love between them was passionate in detail my opinion could have had more expression on their moments together but still well voiced thank you

It keeps you turning the pages and I have not found a bad book she has written ever I just love her writing , I look forward to many more in any genre she write in.