Trapped in My Mind: Rescue Me

The author is a fifty-eight-year-old, divorced, female medical doctor. She is slim and very outgoing. Much of her life was raising here kids; she was mom, dad, and provider for about thirteen years. During those days, she felt strong and, many times, weak at the same time. She was struggling a lot to make a living for her family. She was literally working 24-7, living more in hospitals than in her house. She needed to be strong to survive. She never complained, believing that, in life, you need to do whatever it takes to make living worth it. She was just living day by day on her precious island full of amazing memories with hidden secrets; then everything changed. In those years, she was waiting for a phone call, waiting for few words: I want you back. It didnt happen. She knew that her children were at that age when they needed her most. Days and weeks passed quickly; time flew by. She did her best to give most of herself to her family and her career. She didnt realize that her insides were getting emptier and emptieruntil a time would come when she felt there was nothing left. She remarried a man whose career as a project manager required him to travel frequently. They both had careers with multiple responsibilities and made each other a promise that the author remembers dearlythat they would never live apart, no matter what. It was a promise that was never respected. At time of writing Trapped in My Mind, the author was actively working as a physician, or she was. She has been very grateful for my job and has always been very conscious about the responsibility of her career. She loves what she does for a living; its one of here passions. She has too much to give, too much to love. She used to enjoy the outdoors, dancing, and everything in a way that filled her days with energy. Since she was a kid, she would write here and there just for herself. This time, she will share a deep experience that recently crossed my path and probably changed her life forever. This situation occurred about a month prior to this writing, in May 2015.