She knew it was dangerous, but she knew it had to be this way. ย No other way was normalโto her. ย From the moment she fell in love as a teenager with Stella, Kathy knew her life would take a difficult path. ย She tried to resist her feelingsโtried to be the person her family wanted her to beโbut the lure of another womanโs love was too powerful. And so Kathy strayed the dark and hidden path among the twilight women, doing things her body urged her to do, until one night she made a choice that would change her life forever and set a devastating series of events in motion. ย Here is the story of a lesbian, and of the actions she would attempt to undertake, when trying to disavow her bodyโs urgings.