DISCONNECTING ... ... seen as un amazing trick for a beautiful life: philosophical & spiritual essays
About this ebook
I try to understand life.
But ... it's probably an illusory desire.
Most probably ... the real truth is that i want to know how can i totally disconnect from all what means negativity.
Totally disconnect from .... unhappiness ... and all what makes me feel ... depressed.
.... my anger, my frustrations, my envy, my jealousy, my .... all this large spectrum of negative feelings and emotions.
And ... i keep meditating.
I keep ... exploring.
I pretend i want to know what this universe is ... but all i want is to find out how i can be happy ... or at least eliminate this sadness from my soul.
And more i analyse... more i feel that it is all about ... disconnecting.
Cause .... yes ... i can't stop being angry if i don't disconnect from the reasons why ... i am angry.
I can't stop myself be jealous ... if i don't disconnect from the reasons why i am jealous.
I can't stop myself ... envy someone ... if i don't totally disconnect from that person.
I can't stop being furious ... if I don't disconnect from the reasons why i am furious.
But ... i am too illogical to be able to stop being dominated by ... sadness.
Yes ... too illogical.
I could simple keep in mind those ideas ... and the moment when i feel any negative vibe ... try to understand right away why i feel that ... and what i have to disconnect from.
It is simple.
But ... maybe too simple for an idiot as myself.
Fortunately ... being my own therapist ... I continue this charade of pretending i am sort of a philosopher or psychologist … trying in find to find out the reasons of my unhappiness.
And ... i keep analysing.
More ... and more ...
The funny thing is that ... today ... i trend to believe that a beautiful life is a lot related on the ability of being disconnected ... from negativity.
Cause ... life itself is beautiful.
So ... maybe i should become more conscious ... on the stage of life.
Feel better ... the energies ... and be more selective ...
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About the author
I've started to write my first book at 16 ... but then ... realizing i could not publish it ... i've abandoned the idea of being a ... writer.
20 years later ... i've started to write again ... believing i will finally succeed ... but i've failed one more time ... not getting the success i was chasing for.
Another 5 years later ... i've started one more time to write ... but this time ... more as a therapy.
It's what i've defined as ... self therapy.
I was analyzing and defining lots of weird ideas ... that were a lot related to me ... and my own soul.
I totally forgot that i was chasing for success.
I was simple writing my thoughts ... in essays ... becoming this way ... maybe not a writer .... but what many define as ... an essayist.
This is not a poet ... and not a writer.
Or maybe is kind of a poet that is incapable of writing poetry ... but is still expressing his thoughts ... into a similar way ... as a poet.
And is not a writer ... cause have not the ability to write for too long time ... about the same subject.
But maybe i am not an essayist... either.
I am just an ordinary person ... that could be better defined ... as a thinker.
Analyzing ... and defining my life ... practicing this process called ... self therapy ... i started to understand life ... and the way to better paths which i should follow.
And i've wrote ... and wrote ... and wrote ... realizing one day that i've published tens of books .... not really understanding how the hell I've succeeded doing that.
Today i dare to recommend writing ... as a therapy.
I could even say ... it's a simple way of understanding who we are ... but also a process that could help us ... heal our souls.
I personally continue to ... write.
It's in fact ... a non ending story that ... at least for myself ... will probably continue for the rest of my life.
But over all ... i am glad ... i am doing it.
I continue my philosophical journey ... not being able to define myself for clear as a writer or an essayist... but ...
Well .... most probably... i am on a good path.
And ... i would dare to recommend to everyone ... all what i am doing today.
